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Confessions of an Energy Healer

Map of Consciousness: Vibration of Pride
Individuals living in the Pride vibration experience a world that is demanding. They feel as though they can never do enough, that there is always more to do. Their overarching perspective of God is that he/she is indifferent, meaning he will let individuals sink or swim– how far an individual swims is up to the amount of effort they put forward. As a result, individuals living in the Pride vibration will over inflate their own contribution compared to others and put themselves on a pedestal.

Map of Consciousness: Vibration of Anger
individuals living in the vibration of anger views God as vengeful and life as antagonistic or hostile. The emotion most commonly experienced is hate and they navigate through life from a standpoint of aggression. Meaning they take on life from an attitude of hostility or even violent behavior. Violent behavior is not limited to just physical violence. Emotional violence can lash out through the form of sarcasm, gossip, bullying, and controlling behavior or language.

Map of Consciousness: Life in Shame
According to Brené Brown, a researcher at the University of Houston, shame is an “intensely painful feeling or experience of believing that we are flawed and therefore unworthy of love and belonging.” It’s an emotion that influences how we interpret the world around us and how we interact with the world. Because shame is an emotion, we can also understand it as a low vibrational energy in motion.